ally.

I heard that you like the bad girls, honey, is that true?

B & I. Animated.

Two days late to be saying this, but bring on the weekend.

Halloween 2011.

Post Bacc Depression.

I am floating around in limbo. Plagued with uncertainty. Uneasiness. Dissatisfaction. Discontentment. However, I am determined to get out.

Six months ago, prior to graduating college, I relied heavily on getting my Bachelor’s degree. My years of being an undergrad were already years of being stuck in a limbo. They were years filled with wondering whether I was going to make it. Now that I’ve made it, nothing has actually been resolved. I’m still in limbo. Perhaps different from undergrad limbo, but still, it’s limbo. These feelings of uncertainty regarding my unsettled future are seriously tearing me down. My theory that having a bachelor’s degree would make the job search a step easier has unfortunately failed to prove me right. Although I do have a job, the current job I possess does not utilize the degree I have attained. And despite the many opportunities I’ve submitted myself to, still nothing. 

So here I am, relying on a job to save me from getting out of limbo. But what if my next job only furthers my journey into a deeper limbo? Post bacc depression, you’re killing me. Slowly.

I’d like to read your mind. Can you read mine?

Hallway creeper.

Blogging = Outlet = I’m Back.

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